1:08:02
So he walked to the table.
1:08:04
I watched him the whole way.
1:08:06
Did you say anything?
1:08:12
Dad was so mad at me,
I couldn't say anything.
1:08:16
And you were mad at him.
1:08:19
And then what happened?
1:08:21
I never saw the second guy.
My mother just started screaming.
1:08:25
And you blame yourself.
1:08:27
I could've saved him.
1:08:29
But you were mad at him.
1:08:31
I should've said something.
1:08:33
You couldn't have saved him, Paul.
1:08:35
I killed him.
1:08:37
You didn't kill him.
1:08:39
You were mad, but you didn't
kill him. It's the life he chose.
1:08:42
I just let him die.
1:08:46
I let him die!
1:08:51
I let him die, and I couldn't
say goodbye to him.
1:08:58
So why don't you say it now?
1:09:00
If he was here,
what would you say?
1:09:02
-I can't.
-Yes, you can.
1:09:03
I can't.
1:09:05
No, I can't.
1:09:06
Tell him, Paul.
1:09:08
I want to say I'm... .
1:09:10
Dad, I'm sorry.
1:09:14
I'm sorry.
1:09:17
I'm sorry, Dad.
1:09:20
I'm sorry. I let him die.
1:09:24
I'm sorry, Dad.
1:09:29
Jesus.
1:09:31
Poor guy's falling apart.
1:09:33
Why don't he just pop him?
1:09:35
It's embarrassing,
standing here like this.
1:09:38
Shut up.
1:09:47
You couldn't save him.
1:09:48
I know I could've. I could've.
1:09:50
No, he was trying to save you.
1:09:52
That's what you fought about.
1:09:54
He didn't want this for you.
And you don't want it for Anthony.
1:09:58
No, I don't!
1:09:59
You don't want him to grow up
like you did, without a father.