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That's what I'm saying. People don't
go to church to feel spiritual anymore.
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They go to church and feel bored...
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but they keep going everyweek
just out ofhabit.
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I am so buzzed.
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When doyou think
you lostyour faith?
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I remember the exact moment.
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I was on the phone with my mother...
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and she was trying to counsel me
through this--
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this thing.
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And when nothing she was saying
was making me feel any better...
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she said...
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" Bethany...
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God has a plan."
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I was-- I was so angrywith her.
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I was like...
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"What about my plans?"
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- You know?
- Mm-hmm.
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I had planned
to have a family...
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with my husband.
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Wasn't that plan
good enough for God?
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Apparently not.
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How aboutyou?
How'd you lose your faith?
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A long time ago.
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One day Godjust stopped listening.
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I kept talking, but I got the distinct
impression He wasn't listening anymore.
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How did you know She was listening
in the first place?