:10:04
[Group Murmurs]
:10:06
Woman: Now we're going
to open the green door,
:10:09
the heart chakra.
:10:11
Narrator:
I wasn't really dying.
:10:13
I wasn't host to cancer
or parasites.
:10:16
I was the warm little center
:10:18
that the life ofthis world
crowded around.
:10:21
that the life ofthis world
crowded around.
:10:22
Imagineyour pain
:10:23
as a white ball
ofhealing light.
:10:25
It moves overyour body,
healing you.
:10:29
Now, keep this going.
Remember to breathe,
:10:33
and step forward
:10:34
through the back door
ofthe room.
:10:37
Where does it lead?
:10:39
Toyour cave.
:10:42
Step forward
intoyour cave.
:10:45
That's right.
:10:47
You're going deeper
intoyour cave,
:10:51
and you're going to fi nd
your power animal.
:10:56
[Coos]
:10:58
Slide.
:11:01
[Giggles]
:11:11
Narrator:
Every evening, I died...
:11:14
and every evening,
I was born again.
:11:17
Resurrected.
:11:20
Bob loved me
because he thought
:11:23
my testicles
were removed, too.
:11:25
Being there...
:11:27
pressed against his tits,
:11:29
ready to cry.
:11:31
This was myvacation.
:11:37
And she ruined
everything.
:11:40
This is cancer, right?
:11:45
This chick Marla Singer
:11:48
did not have
testicular cancer.
:11:50
She was a liar.
:11:52
She had no diseases at all.
:11:55
I had seen her
at Free and Clear
:11:56
my blood parasites group
Thursdays.
:11:59
Then at Hope, my bimonthly
sickle cell circle.