1:34:06
I couldn't stand up to her.
1:34:13
A decent person would
have done something.
1:34:19
Shut her up.
1:34:24
Gone upstairs.
1:34:27
Talked to Daisy.
1:34:31
Melvin said you went upstairs.
1:34:36
Too late.
1:34:40
What would you have said to her?
1:34:44
I don't know.
1:34:47
That I was sorry.
1:34:54
That I'll never know what
it was like to be her.
1:35:01
But I know what it's like
to wanna die.
1:35:09
How it hurts to smile.
1:35:13
How you try to fit in,
but you can't.
1:35:18
How you hurt yourself
on the outside...
1:35:22
to try to kill the thing
on the inside.
1:35:27
Susanna, it's all well and good
to tell me all this.
1:35:32
But you've got to tell
some of this to your doctors.
1:35:42
How am I supposed to recover...
1:35:44
when I don't even
understand my disease?
1:35:48
But you do understand it.
1:35:50
You spoke very clearly
about it a second ago.
1:35:55
But I think what you've got
to do is put it down.
1:35:58
Put it away.
Put it in your notebook.