:04:04
There's a zoo not far from here
where I studied...
:04:07
and many years ago...
:04:09
and, uh...
:04:11
they needed
a male gorilla,
:04:14
a wild capture.
:04:16
And I did that.
I helped capture him.
:04:18
I didn't even know what murder
was when I was you,Juha.
:04:21
You know what murder
I'm talking about.
:04:23
If you don't talk to me about this,
I can't help you.
:04:26
- I don't want you to help me.
- What do you want?
:04:30
I want you to listen.
:04:32
- And then what?
- Share it.
:04:35
- With?
- Whoever you share with,
the people you're close to.
:04:39
Are there any?
:04:42
Why don't you tell others?
:04:47
'Cause I'm not
for this world,
:04:50
not any more.
:04:54
What world, then?
:04:56
In your memories, locked away
in your mind for the rest of your life?
:05:00
- Is that all you want?
- No, I want to finish this.
:05:02
- Finish what?
- Telling you what I know.
:05:05
What makes you think
what you know is any different
than what other people know?
:05:10
I had different teachers.
:05:16
Okay, okay.
:05:19
So I'm supposed to...
pass on your work.
:05:23
Yeah, for all it's worth.
:05:25
- What made you pick me?
- A look in your eye.
:05:29
- You seemed to have half a brain.
- Thank you. What look?
:05:34
That look...
:05:36
curious, searching,
unsatisfied,
:05:39
slightly pissed off.
:05:44
Why didn't you pick
your daughter?
:05:46
Leave it alone.
:05:49
- Why do you refuse to talk about her?
- Leave it.
:05:52
She wants to see you.
I say we talk about it.
:05:57
Hmm.