1:22:13
"Dear lshmael...
1:22:18
"...I can't think of anything more painful...
1:22:21
"...than writing this letter to you.
1:22:24
"I feel I have to tell you the truth.
1:22:29
"When we met the last time
in the cedar tree...
1:22:33
"...and I felt your body
move against mine...
1:22:39
"...and I felt your body
move against mine...
1:22:44
"...I knew with certainty...
1:22:47
"...that everything was wrong.
1:22:50
"I knew we could never be right together...
1:22:53
"...and that soon
I would have to tell you so.
1:22:58
"And now...
1:23:00
"...with this letter...
1:23:02
"...I am telling you.
1:23:18
"This is the last time I'll write to you.
1:23:22
"I'm not yours anymore.
1:23:27
"I don't love you, lshmael.
1:23:32
"I can think of
no more honest way to say it.
1:23:36
"When I heard your heart beating...
1:23:39
"...as we lay together...
1:23:41
"...I felt closer to you
than I had ever been to anyone.
1:23:47
"And I knew...
1:23:50
"...when I heard your heart beating...
1:23:52
"...it could not last forever.
1:23:54
"This is the last time I'll write to you.
1:23:56
"I knew with certainty
that everything was wrong.