1:07:07
I said to God, as I might
have said to my father...
1:07:12
"Dear God, I'm tired.
1:07:16
I'm tired of being without him.
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And it's all because of You. "
1:07:24
Dr. Gilbert's appointment.
I'd almost forgotten.
1:07:29
He asked me howl felt.
1:07:32
I said I felt nothing.
1:07:35
There was a stone
where my heart should be.
1:07:40
I need help, Father.
1:07:44
You know, Sarah,
God granted us free will.
1:07:46
Good. So it's settled.
I'm leaving my husband.
1:07:50
- You can't.
- Why can't I ? I'm a whore and a liar.
1:07:54
I'm asking Henry for a divorce.
1:08:02
You can't because you're good.
1:08:06
Better than any person I know.
1:08:09
You're wrong, Father,
and you don't know me.
1:08:15
I found a small boy
sleeping on the steps...
1:08:19
with a birthmark
covering his face...
1:08:22
and wondered what kind of God
would give a child that.
1:08:25
Are you lost?
1:08:27
It's all right.
It's all right.
1:08:30
Where do you live then?
1:08:34
- You'll be all right now?
- Yes, ma'am.
1:08:36
I kissed his cheek
and wished I could wash it away.
1:08:42
And suddenly I felt happy again.
1:08:45
I could free myself of this.
1:08:48
I am...
1:08:50
Leaving you.
1:08:53
For the last five years...
1:08:58
I have been...