1:45:11
I don't believe that letter.
Do you ?
1:45:14
Dickie's letter.
Do you believe it ?
1:45:17
I don't know
what to believe.
1:45:20
Can you imagine, though, if he did
kill Freddie, what that must be like ?
1:45:24
Just to wake up every morning.
I mean, how can you ?
1:45:28
Just wake up and be a person ?
Drink your coffee.
1:45:32
Well, whatever you do,
however terrible, however hurtful,
1:45:36
it all makes sense,
doesn't it, in your head.
1:45:40
You never meet anybody
who thinks they're a bad person.
1:45:43
No, I know, but you're still tormented.
You must be. You've killed someone.
1:45:47
Don't you just take the past
and put it in a room in the basement,
1:45:50
and lock the door
and never go in there ?
1:45:52
- That's what I do.
- God, yes.
1:45:55
But, of course, in my case,
it's probably a whole building.
1:46:00
- [ Piano: Stops ]
- And then you meet someone special,
1:46:03
and all you want to do
is toss them the key.
1:46:09
Say "Open up. Step inside."
1:46:14
But you can't...
1:46:16
- [Resumes]
- because it's dark...
1:46:19
and there are demons.
1:46:23
And if anybody saw
how ugly it is--
1:46:30
Now that's the music talking.
1:46:34
It's harder to be bleak if youre
playing "Knees Up, Mother Brown."
1:46:43
I keep wanting to do that.
1:46:47
Fling...
the door open.
1:46:50
[Resumes]
1:46:53
Just let the light in,
clean everything out.
1:46:59
If I could take a giant eraser
and rub out everything,