1:19:03
till I was exhausted.
1:19:07
Then go home,
and I'd have a great sleep.
1:19:13
That's it?
That's your perfect day, huh?
1:19:16
- Uh...
- Sounds pretty simple.
1:19:18
Oh, yeah.
1:19:21
What about Charlotte and your sons?
You didn't mention them.
1:19:24
Well, I don't
have to mention them.
1:19:26
I mean, if they weren't there, how
could it be a perfect day? [Chuckles]
1:19:31
Oh, I-I picked
the spot to be buried.
1:19:35
It's on a hill under a tree.
1:19:37
It's got a pond.
Great place to think.
1:19:42
[Chuckles] You plannin' on doin'
a lot of thinkin' there?
1:19:45
I plan on being dead there.
1:19:49
Will you come and visit,
tell me your problems?
1:19:54
Won't be quite the same,
not hearing you talk.
1:19:57
Well, I'll tell you what...
1:20:00
when I'm dead,
you talk, I'll listen.
1:20:04
What if, uh, you know,
after you're, uh...
1:20:11
What if all this was just...
What if...
1:20:14
What if all this was
just wasted on me?
1:20:16
Well, you think
that could happen?
1:20:18
Well, out in the world...
you know, outside this room...
things aren't so clear.
1:20:23
Your wisdom and your aphorisms...
1:20:26
"Once you learn how to die,
you learn how to live."
1:20:28
What if you can't learn that?
1:20:31
What if you just want to run like hell
when you see death coming?
1:20:34
What if, uh, we're like
your father, you know?
1:20:37
What if we can't learn it
because we're not really like you?
1:20:41
- Yeah, but you are like me.
Everybody is.
- Nobody's like you.
1:20:47
And if it took your death
to teach me these things,
then I'd rather not learn 'em.
1:20:52
All the things you said, I'd give
'em back in one minute. [Sniffles]
1:20:57
- If this wasn't happening to you...
- It's happening.