1:19:01
Then, after you feII asIeep,
I just Iaid there, staring up...
1:19:04
at those cheap fIuorescent stars
you have stuck on your ceiIing...
1:19:08
and after awhiIe they just
started forming a pattern...
1:19:13
this weird pattern that Iinked
together our entire reIationship.
1:19:17
And everything seemed cIear to me,
Iike one IogicaI progression.
1:19:22
We're the greatest pIan ever made,
and I had nothing to do with it!
1:19:27
You made me feeI that maybe I didn't
have to keep pIanning anymore...
1:19:31
because it feIt Iike
I was actuaIIy Iiving...
1:19:34
and that for once I wouIdn't have
to work so hard at being happy.
1:19:39
That it couId just happen.
1:19:45
Nothing wiII ever
hurt me as much...
1:19:47
as your reaction
to that same experience.
1:19:52
-Ryan...
-What? What?
1:19:55
You wanna go to the Iibrary and
pretend Iike nothing happened?
1:19:59
I can't do that.
1:20:05
I'm sorry.
1:20:09
I'm sorry.
I don't know what to say.
1:20:11
Look, you don't have
to say anything.
1:20:15
I have to go.
Have fun in ItaIy.
1:20:44
-I'm gonna miss you so much!
-I'm gonna miss you too.
1:20:49
E-maiI me about
anything, okay?
1:20:52
You know, schooI, food,
taII dark handsome ItaIian guys.
1:20:56
-I want to know everything.
-Okay. You gottastop crying now.