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She was so nice, man.
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She, she don't deserve this.
1:04:07
I remember one night...
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we ain't had no food in the house.
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So I left...
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and I walked past Buddy's house and his mama was on the porch.
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And it's like she could feel that I was hungry.
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So she let me in, and we ate.
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It was, like, sardines and crackers,
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but... I felt so bad about eatin' it, man,
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'cause I knew the next day that they wouldn't have no food.
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They'd go hungry.
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Buddy was so skinny, man.
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And I got all this in reserve.
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I felt so bad about that.
1:04:53
Can you keep a secret?
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I'm not a good person, and I don't think nice thoughts.
1:05:06
Well, we all just a little screwed up right now.
1:05:15
But when Buddy died,
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I didn't cry.
1:05:21
What good is that?
1:05:26
Well, that's you, Sonya.
1:05:29
You're like... your brothers, man.
1:05:32
They don't cry, they don't talk.
1:05:36
Just go around tearin' up stuff.
1:05:38
I guess it ain't all that bad.
1:05:41
I didn't care at all.
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It didn't upset me.
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Vernon, I don't have much to look forward to.
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I ain't smart. I ain't no good.
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My whole family ain't no good.
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And for the first time in my life,