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I'm a clothes junkie.
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Hi. Marishka.
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- Bernadine.
- Hi.
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- Hi.
- Here you go.
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- Great. Thank you very much.
- You're welcome.
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If my stepfather had asked me
to drink poison, I would have done it.
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He meant that much to me.
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He became my best friend.
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We swam together in our pool,
played games.
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He loved me.
He told me so.
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At the same time, my mother
seemed to relinquish any...
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attachment to me.
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My relationship with my stepfather
seemed to free her...
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to simply pay attention
to herself.
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I wanted to tell my stepfather
that I loved him too.
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I didn't want him to drift away...
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from me...
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like my mother...
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One afternoon I went shopping.
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I bought my first
two-piece swimsuit.