:18:06
Because if I...
:18:10
realized which...
:18:14
life wasn't real, then--
:18:19
Well, um, the dream
wouldn't work.
:18:24
It... wouldn't give me
the satisfaction ofthat life.
:18:29
I suppose it wouldn't.
:18:32
( Chuckles )
Very ingenious...
:18:36
but not without
its dangers.
:18:40
Do you realize how deliberate
you make this sound...
:18:43
as ifyou could
turn it on and off?
:18:48
You're riding
two horses...
:18:51
and the mind is not built
to do that...
:18:57
without breaking apart.
:19:03
I don't--
I don't know...
:19:07
how to get back
to the way I used to be.
:19:19
( Moaning Softly )
:19:27
( Alarm Clock Beeping )
:19:38
- ( Beeping Stops )
- ( Sighs )