:23:00
and get myself locked up for a few months
:23:02
You don't write me for 6 months
I don't know where you are
:23:06
I don't know if you're alive or dead
:23:08
Then you show up out of nowhere
:23:10
and you tell me you were in jail!
:23:11
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Sammy
:23:14
I'm really sorry
:23:28
Sammy...
:23:30
What?
:23:32
I'm in the midst of a slight predicament
:23:35
What do you need, money?
:23:36
Um, yeah. I'm broke
:23:40
I gotta get back to Worcester tomorrow
:23:42
I got this girl there
and she's kind of in a bad situation
:23:45
So... I just need to borrow some money
:23:50
Whatever you can spare
I'll pay you back, man
:23:56
I'll pay you back
:24:02
I just...
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I really wish mom was here
:24:07
So do I, man
:24:08
No one knows what to do with you
:24:11
I know how they feel, man
:24:14
Terry, can I ask you a question?
:24:18
Sure
:24:20
I mean, do you ever go to church anymore?
:24:26
Sammy can we not talk about that shit?
:24:28
Do you?
:24:29
No, Sammy. I don't
:24:31
Can you tell me why not?
:24:32
Yeah, because I think it's ridiculous
:24:35
Well, can you tell me without denigrating it?
:24:37
It's primitive, okay, it's a fairy tale
:24:40
Well have you ever considered maybe that's
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what's making things so difficult for you?
:24:44
No
:24:45
That you've lost hold...
:24:46
not just your religious feeling
but lost hold of any kind of anchor
:24:49
Any kind of trust in anything
:24:51
No wonder you drift around so much
I mean...
:24:54
what's to stop you. How would you ever know
if you ever found the right thing
:24:57
I'm not looking for anything, man
I'm just trying to get on with it