:15:00
And i knew that many other kids were doing it
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but i was always afraid to
:15:05
I was always raised like real straight catholic ..
:15:08
I was taught that the worst thing you could do in life
is to make your mother cry ...
:15:14
She always told me that if she'd caught me with some dope , it would like , kill her
:15:19
But Bobby was always bugging me about it ..you know
:15:22
..that it's so fucking important ..
:15:25
So if he did it ..
I had to do it ..
:15:28
So one day
:15:31
We were at the bus stop waiting for the bus ..
And i smoked some of Bobby's ..
:15:37
And he told me that shit was like ... weak
that i'll like barely even feel it ..
:15:44
He must of fucking tossed that shit or smth ..
:15:48
cause the whole fucking world like warped around me
:15:52
I had no idea how to handle it ..
:15:54
The only thing i can think to do
is like .. run.
:15:59
I take off , and Bobby is running behind me,
laughing like crazy.
:16:03
And i get home .. and in my bed
:16:08
Bearing myself under a pillow,i was so fucking scared,man ..
:16:14
And then...
:16:16
Bobby yanks the cover or smth ..
:16:20
You know what i did?
- No.
:16:24
You know what i did?
- What, baby?
:16:30
I fuking pissed all over myself ...
:16:38
I love you Marty ...
:16:46
I love you so much I cant
even believe how much i love you ...
:16:51
And i would do anything for you ..