1:41:03
But, Sam,
you have to fight for her.
1:41:07
Yeah, but I tried!
I tried hard!
1:41:10
- Try harder!
- Yeah, but you don't know!
1:41:14
I don't know what?
1:41:15
You don't know
what it's like when you try...
1:41:17
and you try and you try
and you don't ever get there!
1:41:22
Because you were born perfect,
and I was born like this!
1:41:27
And you're perfect!
1:41:28
Is that right?
1:41:30
- People like you don't know.
- People like me?
1:41:32
You don't know what it's like
to get hurted...
1:41:35
because you don't have feelings.
1:41:38
People like you
don't feel anything.
1:41:47
You think you got the market
cornered on human suffering?
1:41:52
Let me tell you something
about people like me.
1:41:54
People like me feel lost
and little and ugly...
1:42:01
and dispensable.
1:42:04
People like me have husbands...
1:42:07
screwing someone else
far more perfect than me.
1:42:12
People like me
have sons who hate them.
1:42:20
And I've screamed
horrible things to him...
1:42:25
a seven-year-old,
because he doesn't want...
1:42:27
to get in the car
at the end of the day.
1:42:30
And then he looks at me
with such anger...
1:42:36
and I hate him then.
1:42:40
I know I'm failing you.
I know I'm disappointing you.
1:42:44
I know you deserve better,
but get in the fucking car!
1:42:53
Every morning,
I wake up and I fail.
1:42:58
And I look around, and everybody
seems to be pulling it off...