:57:21
My heart...
:57:24
is acking to see
your scarred face, my son.
:57:29
Don't hide anything
from your father, be clear.
:57:35
To make yourself understood,
your ideas must be organized:
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Word by word.
:57:45
In all order there
is a seed of disorder...
:57:49
in clarity, a seed of obscurity.
That's why I talk like I do.
:57:53
For example,
I could be very clear and say...
:57:55
that I had never thought of, ever,
until I changed my mind...
:57:57
I never thought of leaving home.
:57:59
I could be clear and say as well
that I never thought...
:58:01
neither before
nor after I left...
:58:04
I'd find elsewhere
what I wasn't given here.
:58:07
And what weren't you given?
:58:11
I wanted to have my place
at the family table.
:58:14
So that's why
you abandoned us?
:58:18
Because you didn't have
a seat at the table?
:58:23
I have never
abandoned you, Father.
:58:26
All I did, when I went away,
was to spare you from watching me...
:58:29
surviving on my own guts.
:58:31
Yet there was always
bread on our table...
:58:33
and you were never forbidden
to sit down with the family...
:58:35
on the contrary...
:58:36
all we ever wanted was to have
you at our table.
:58:41
I'm not talking about
that kind of food.
:58:43
Share only that bread may in
some cases be just a cruelty...
:58:47
it would only
perpetuate my hunger.
:58:49
What are you talking about?
:58:50
- It doesn't matter.
- This was a blasphemy!
:58:52
No. Father this
wasn't blasphemy.
:58:54
I spoke like a saint
for the first time in my life.