1:31:13
You had important connections
to get you back,
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...but I won't stand idle.
1:31:23
Rastegar's reaction was
not rooted in his beliefs.
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...but in a grudge, in deep hostility.
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Maybe if we had had the chance
to talk face to face,
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...we could have solved
many misunderstandings.
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But there weren't any oppurtunities,
and the grudge remained.
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Anyway, all of his efforts proved futile.
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...and I finished my studies
with a great deal of fear and anxiety.
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And that was because of your efforts.
1:31:46
I was caught off guard
when you asked me to marry you.
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...but you said I was worth it.
1:31:51
My darling, my worth wasn't only
in the kindness I gave your mother,
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I have more important qualities
which neither you nor anybody else saw.
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My worth was in my beliefs,
my love for people.
1:32:06
...and they were considered sins.
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It was an unfair
judgement, very unfair.
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Truthfully, I didn't fall
in love the first time I saw you.
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But in the past 17 years,
my love for you has grown deep.
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You have been a good and
a generous husband to me,
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...and I have tried to be a good
and faithful wife to you as you expected.
1:32:28
You're probably wondering
why I am writing you these things.
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This story has nothing
to do with our life.
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But to tell you the most important part,
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...I had to explain the whole story,
so that if you judge me,
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...it will be a fair judgement.
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You remember, two days ago I went
to the funeral of Farkhondeh's father.
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...a dear friend who spent
10 years of her life in prison.