Nynke

1:40:01

I wil have to say goodbye
and thank her?

1:40:04

I have to explain something to you..

1:40:17

I had never thought
this would happen to me now.

1:40:21

I fought against it.
I didn't want it. She didn't either.

1:40:25

It struck us both like lightning.

1:40:33

I know it must be horrible for you.

1:40:36

Just when you are doing so well.
A while ago...

1:40:40

...It would've been easier to understand.

1:40:50

This is horrible. Why now.

1:40:56

What must l do, Sjoukje?

1:40:59

I cannot even say that name
without seeing her before me..

1:41:05

I'm acting like a schoolboy.
- A student.

1:41:16

I never meant to hurt you.
- You did that a long time ago.

1:41:23

By sparing my feelings and by...

1:41:28

But it was me also.
I always followed you wherever you went.

1:41:35

I realised that too late.

1:41:39

I was hoping...
Those last weeks and days...

1:41:44

...I was hoping so much.
- I am really sorry.

1:41:47

I did everything
that was in my power.

1:41:51

I wanted to keep things right.
For the children also.

1:41:59

Goddamnit!