:47:03
I hate myself,
and I hate the things I do.
:47:07
Lizzie, it's all right. It's all right.
:47:13
It's awful. It's so awful.
:47:18
And I hurt the people who love me.
:47:21
But when he calls...
:47:30
My God, a party?
:47:32
And your stupid pear tart!
:47:43
Why do you do this, Lizzie?
:47:44
Because I'm not
your goddamn monkey!
:47:52
I'm sorry, Mom, I didn't mean it.
I'm sorry.
:47:57
I didn't mean it.
:48:00
I'm sorry.
:48:10
She threw the party for herself?
:48:14
No, I guess for Grandma.
:48:15
Why would she want to do that?
:48:20
To show her what
a good little girl she was.
:48:24
That must really hurt.
:48:27
Look at her.
This isn't a breakthrough, darling.
:48:32
My mom pays $ 100 an hour for this.
:48:36
This is the same bullshit. Insight time.
It's like that stuff with that guy Rafe.
:48:41
I don't have to be Freud to know
I have a fear of rejection.
:48:44
And I know where it comes from.
I know it's from my dad.
:48:48
But it doesn't change anything.
:48:50
- I still can't go out with him.
- Why not?
:48:54
I just told you.
:48:58
You didn't tell me
anything about Rafe.