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[Woman Cheering]
1:00:38
I thought
you would like it.
1:00:40
- I did.
- You ain't acting like it.
1:00:44
I'm sorry.
1:00:47
I don't want you to think that I
didn't have a good time. I did.
1:00:50
It'sjust...
1:00:53
ballet is not a part
of my life anymore.
1:00:56
I don't understand.
What happened ?
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You just woke up one morning
and decided to waste your talent ?
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How do you know I have talent ?
'Cause you saw me do some leg trick?
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I saw the look on your face
when you did it.
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The same
as I saw tonight--
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goofy, happy.
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So, ifyou're gonna tell me
something about not dancing,
1:01:16
at least tell me
something real.
1:01:19
Well, what if
I don't want it to be real ?
1:01:23
What I want is to wake up
and see my mom again;
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for things to go back to the way
when my life made sense.
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But that's not gonna happen,
and it's all my fault.
1:01:32
- All of it.
- What's your fault ?
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My mom, the accident,
the fact that she's dead.
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She got scraped off
some highway because of me...
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because of
my stupid audition.
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Because she was rushing because
I made her promise to come.
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And when they called my name,
I was mad at her because--
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because I needed her
to be there and she wasn't.
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She was dying while I was dancing,
and I was mad at her.