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died last night from
complications of losing
his soulmate and his fiance.
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He was 35 years old
and soft-spoken and obsessive.
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Trager never looked the part
of a hopeless romantic.
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But in the final days
of his life,
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he revealed
an unknown side of his psyche.
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This hidden
quasi-Jungian persona...
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surfaced during
the Agatha Christie-like pursuit
for his long-reputed soulmate,
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a woman whom he only spent
a few precious hours with.
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Sadly, the protracted search
ended late Saturday night...
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in complete and utter failure.
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Yet even in certain defeat,
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the courageous Trager
secretly clung to the belief...
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that life is not merely
a series of meaningless
accidents or coincidences.
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Uh-uh. But rather
it's a tapestry of events...
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that culminate in
an exquisite, sublime plan.
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Asked about the loss
of his dear friend, Dean Kansky,
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the Pulitzer Prize-winning
author and executive editor
of the New York Times,
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described Jonathan as a changed man
in the last days of his life.
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"Things were clearer for him, "
Kansky noted.
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Ultimately, Jonathan concluded
that if weare to live life
in harmony with the universe,
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we must all possess a powerful
faith in what the ancients
used to call "fatum,"
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- what we currently
refer to as destiny.
- Destiny.
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- So what are you gonna do?
- I don't know.
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I guess I'm just gonna
try and find him or something.
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I don't think you should do that.
I really don't.
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- Well, what do you think
I should do?
- Just be here.
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- I feel it.
I feel it in the air.
- Eve, what's happened to you?
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You've become your own
worst nightmare right there.
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Bye.