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won the Emmy--
'cause they killed me off.
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She got to play grief for six months.
:54:05
[ Scoffs ]
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Anyway,
Bobbie told me that Ben was sick.
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And he didn't want any of us to come
to see him, so I sent him a card...
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just telling him that I missed
seeing him around and...
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just hoped he was feeling better.
:54:35
The new meds...
:54:38
they don't work for everyone, you know.
:54:45
And he wrote me back.
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He said, ""Ty Williamson...
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""You're a beautiful man.
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""So talented.
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""Your soul runs deep...
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""and you ain't hard on the eyes either.
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I'm glad I knew you. Love, Ben.''
:55:15
""Glad I knew you.''
:55:19
Past tense.
:55:23
Then there was:
""P.S., come out, come out
wherever you are and get happy.''
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But I can't.
:55:39
'Cause I care too much.
:55:46
Especially down there in Texas.
:55:53
Why do I care?
:55:59
Why the fuck do I care?