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- I'm sorry, okay?
- Don't apologize to me.
:30:06
I'm not.
:30:07
I'm-- what
I'm trying to say...
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is that 1 0 years ago,
:30:12
I did something...
wrong.
:30:15
And that when I think about it now,
the person who did that
:30:18
seems like
a complete stranger to me.
:30:20
This dumb,
drunk high school senior
:30:23
who thought she was being prudish...
and needed some coercion.
:30:26
It was bad. I regret it.
:30:28
But it was a far cry from rape. And
I don't think she'd call it that either.
:30:31
What do you think
she'd call it?
:30:34
- I have no idea.
- What if she called it rape?
:30:39
Listen to me.
:30:40
I highly, highly doubt
that she even remembers it.
:30:44
You remember it.
:30:45
Yeah, I remember it because
it was a pivotal thing for me.
:30:49
- Your first rape?
- Don't be an asshole.
:30:54
Look, just tell me
why it was pivotal for you.
:30:57
I don't know. It was one
of the first times in my life
:31:00
that I looked
at myself objectively
:31:02
and made
a conscious decision
:31:04
to try to avoid becoming
a certain type of person.
:31:09
For her it may have been nothing
important one way or the other.
:31:13
For me, it constituted
something more significant.
:31:16
Or so you'd like
to think.
:31:21
Why are you suddenly
so high and mighty?
:31:24
I'm not high and mighty.
:31:25
I'm too high
to be high and mighty.
:31:27
Besides, I'm just a lowly,
drug-dealing,
:31:30
boxer-wearing scum
of the earth, right?
:31:33
- You said it.
- No, actually you did.
:31:36
- I didn't mean it like that.
- How did you mean it?
:31:39
That you should change
your life a little.
:31:42
- This coming from a rapist.
- You're an idiot.
:31:45
I'm sorry. This coming
from a low-budget film maker
:31:48
who makes movies about,
''Where society is possibly headed
:31:52
if he could just forget about
the date rape he didn't kind of do.''
:31:54
You're seriously
disturbed.
:31:57
No, actually,
I am high and mighty.