:25:00
Phoebe, she kiIIed herseIf.
:25:03
She kiIIed herseIf.
:25:05
You don't understand that.
Like you think...
:25:08
I don't know what you think.
:25:09
Then why not teII me what happened?
:25:11
-What? Was it drugs?
-Yeah, it was drugs.
:25:13
It was anything that came aIong.
That was your sister. But...
:25:17
it wasn't just drugs.
:25:19
Then what?
:25:20
-You must have some idea.
-No, I don't.
:25:22
Except when you do crazy things
for Iong enough, they seem normaI.
:25:26
To hoId the edge, you go
further out. Faith couId do that.
:25:30
OnIy one thing I saw her
scared of: stopping.
:25:33
AII her energy,
her incredibIe hope, it turned.
:25:37
She thought she was changing
the worId, but in the end she was
:25:40
Iooking for kicks.
:25:47
Don't waIk away. If you don't
want me to taIk about her, don't ask.
:25:51
Remember Faith how you want,
but Ieave me out of it.
:25:55
Don't get me wrong, I Ioved her.
:25:57
I'II probabIy never feeI
that way about someone again.
:26:03
I'm going back to the hosteI.
:26:05
Why don't you stay with us?
:26:09
Then promise you'II
caII me tomorrow.
:26:12
Can you just teII me
the Iast time you saw Faith?
:26:18
JuIy, 1970.
:26:21
We had a fight one morning
and then she was gone.
:26:23
She heard about groups in BerIin
doing crazy stuff, so she went.
:26:26
Why didn't you go?
:26:29
I was tired of doing crazy stuff.
:26:32
I was stiII here when it happened.
I taIked to your mom,
:26:34
toId her what knew,
but it wasn't much.
:26:36
Yeah, I remember you caIIing.
:26:40
Thank you.
:26:45
Hey, Bean.
FinaIIy, I got your Ietter.
:26:48
WoIf has to wait for the poem.
:26:50
We're taking a break
from each other.
:26:54
It's a IittIe scary on my own.
:26:57
But then I remember
what Dad used to say:
:26:59
''WaIk into your fear.
Don't fight it.''