:45:00
I guess that's not
worth mentioning
:45:03
to someone in your situation
:45:09
Helen wouldn't want me
sitting around in self-pity
:45:15
but she'd tell me
to shape up
:45:18
so I try to get out much
:45:21
stick to my routine
:45:25
That's very important in
phase of big change
:45:32
Sure I am not quite
the cook like Helen was
:45:37
but I am not like
in my bachelor days
:45:58
It's a lot of work
keeping household together
:46:02
I might sell the place and
move to a little condo
:46:08
but for now I am
getting by just fine
:46:16
In my last letter
I might have misspoken
:46:22
used some negative language
about my late wife
:46:28
but you have to understand
:46:30
I was under a lot of pressure
following my retirement
:46:38
" I 'm not going to lie
to you, Nçdugu"
:46:42
It's been rough few weeks
:46:45
I 've been broken
from time to time
:46:58
I miss her