1:22:02
The pain may block
everything else for awhile...
1:22:04
...but slowly, slowly the stab
will dull to an ache...
1:22:11
...and if you have faith
in all those answers...
1:22:14
...you've been carrying around
for a lifetime...
1:22:17
...well...
1:22:20
...then the pain won't
give way to emptiness.
1:22:25
And neither will you.
1:22:28
Neither will you.
1:22:50
Charly!
1:22:55
What is this?
1:22:56
Hi.
1:22:59
It's a party. Come on!
1:23:01
Who are all these people?
1:23:02
Just a few friends. Loosen up, Utah.
1:23:09
Charly used the term friend loosely to
describe everyone she'd ever met.
1:23:15
There was her doctor...
1:23:18
...a boy who carried her groceries
out to the car each week...
1:23:21
...the policeman who ticketed her
for speeding...
1:23:25
...a minister from another faith...
1:23:27
...who had stopped by one day
to invite us to her services...
1:23:32
...and our neighbors...
1:23:33
...with the word neighbor defined as
anyone living on the road we lived on.
1:23:41
As I looked at her that night...
1:23:43
...I could almost believe
it would last forever.
1:23:47
I wanted to etch every moment,
every movement into memory.
1:23:53
But it seemed like she just
kept slipping away.
1:23:56
And I couldn't shake the fear that
I might never see her again.