1:21:02
I couldn't believe it.
So then I said. "Fuck the rumors.
1:21:06
Fuck what they say. Fuck what they
write. 'cause I'm gonna be all right."
1:21:09
And that's what I did.
I went running.
1:21:13
I went jogging.
1:21:15
I went running.
1:21:16
I was trying to
get my mind together.
1:21:19
I'm out there. I'm running.
and I'm jogging...
1:21:22
and I'm thinking. "Somewhere
there's got to be a love for me."
1:21:26
I'm doing my jogging.
listening to the headphones...
1:21:29
but I happen to go jogging...
1:21:31
on the fuckin' hottest day...
1:21:33
of the fuckin' summer!
1:21:37
And a nigger pass out!
1:21:40
Damn!
1:21:42
I passed the fuck out.
1:21:45
Lyin' in shit on the lawn.
1:21:48
Can't believe that. As if I didn't have
enough shit going on in my life.
1:21:52
Now I'm back on the motherfucking scene
passed out by shit on a lawn.
1:22:00
Neighbors walking by.
seeing me laying there.
1:22:03
My white neighbors
didn't wanna bother me.
1:22:05
"Isn't that Martin
laying on his lawn?
1:22:08
Why doesn't he
go in the house?"
1:22:11
"I don't know. But that's that
nigger's house. Let him lay there."
1:22:15
But my lady found me.
She called the ambulance.
1:22:19
And I'm forever grateful
to her. My family. All of them.
1:22:23
They was instrumental
in being a part of saving my life.
1:22:27
But they didn't think
I was here. Y'all...
1:22:29
'cause I was laying on the ground.
and that sun was frying my head...
1:22:33
in a skull cap.
in a fuckin' wool-ass hat.
1:22:38
It was fryin' my shit.
1:22:41
So they think. "Oh. Man!" They checked
my pulse. They couldn't find no pulse.
1:22:45
My temperature was 10 7.
1:22:47
So the ambulance drivers leaned over.
couldn't feel the pulse.
1:22:51
They said. "Fuck it.
This nigger gone.
1:22:53
You wanna stop
at the liquor store?"
1:22:56
"Yeah. Pick up some Courvoisier.
Fuck that."
1:22:59
But they get me
to the hospital on time.