1:37:04
No, I'm a big, fat nothing.
1:37:06
I don't have integrity or soul or beliefs.
1:37:10
I haven't even read
War and fucking Peace.
1:37:16
You're gonna go away to New York...
1:37:18
...and I'm going to be left here
with a kid and him.
1:37:22
And then there's no point to anything.
I might as....
1:37:26
-I might as well just die now.
-Stop it. Stop it.
1:37:30
No, please, please, please don't go.
1:37:33
-Please, please don't go.
-Stop! Stop it!
1:37:35
-Please, please don't go.
-Stop it! Stop it!
1:37:37
We both have just got to stop this.
1:37:41
-Stop what? What do you mean?
-Fuck, I don't know. I just--
1:37:45
I don't want to be us anymore.
1:37:48
Do you?
1:37:50
I mean it's not your fault.
1:37:52
I-- I let you do it, and I blame you.
1:37:57
But I don't like what I am with you.
1:37:59
You're strangling me.
I mean, we're-- We're, like--
1:38:02
We're, like, suffocating each other.
1:38:05
All the time that I'm with you,
I feel ugly...
1:38:08
...and 14 and bloody desperate
and depressed...
1:38:14
...and not good enough
and unsuccessful...
1:38:18
...and jealous and stuck.
1:38:21
-I can change, Holly. I'll change.
-No!
1:38:23
-I will. I promise.
-No! No!
1:38:25
-I'll change!
-Get off me!
1:38:26
Please! I'll kill myself if you go.
1:38:28
-No, you won't! No, you won't.
-I'll kill myself!
1:38:31
I will.
1:38:33
There's no me without you.
1:38:36
-Yes, there is.
-No!
1:38:38
We're getting a divorce.
I'm sorry. I am sorry.
1:38:41
No, please, Holly!
1:38:43
Here's Leo. You'll be fine.
1:38:45
Holly.
1:38:48
Come here, baby.