:34:02
What?
:34:08
They said I've been exposed
to the AIDS virus.
:34:12
Because I've been buiIding
the Iean-tos for the IIamas...
:34:16
...and I have a bunch of open cuts
on my hands, and...
:34:21
...I got his bIood on my hands.
:34:25
How did you get it on your hands?
:34:28
We have shit gIoves, you know,
and I kept putting them on and...
:34:32
...you keep putting them on,
and they keep breaking, so...
:34:35
...finaIIy, I ran out.
:34:38
You touched him without gIoves?
:34:43
You cannot Iet
a human being just sit there.
:34:46
Reggie!
:34:47
Don't hesitate,
that's what goes through your mind.
:34:49
Don't hesitate, aII the time.
:34:51
So you just keep on moving,
and you take care of Matthew...
:34:55
...and you try to find an open airway,
and that's what you do.
:35:01
Quite frankIy,
I wanted to Iash out at somebody.
:35:05
Not Matthew, pIease understand that.
Not one of us was mad at Matthew.
:35:10
We maybe wanted to squeeze
McKinney's head off.
:35:14
And I think about Henderson....
:35:17
You know, two absoIuteIy...
:35:21
...human beings caused so much grief
for so many peopIe.
:35:26
They wanna start me
on these AZT drugs immediateIy.
:35:29
If you...
:35:32
...if you start them within 36 hours...
:35:34
...maybe that can stop you
from getting the disease.
:35:39
This has been just terribIe
for my whoIe famiIy...
:35:41
...but mostIy for her and her kids.
:35:44
Those drugs, the AZT drugs.
:35:48
She throws up every day.
:35:51
She cries so much,
she's afraid to touch her Kids.
:35:55
I just hope she doesn't go before me.