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to think about that.
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Anybody?
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Anyone at all.
Anyone with a reason.
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It doesn't even
have to be a good reason.
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If anyone even has
a whisper of a feeling...
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that's enough.
1:29:25
That's good enough.
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I do.
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Hi. I'm Paul.
1:29:47
Hi, Paul.
1:29:49
I think I need to tell
you all something...
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before we go any further.
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What's happening?
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I've done some things
this past week...
1:30:02
that I'm not proud of.
1:30:06
And people kept telling me...
1:30:07
"Don't worry about it.
It's normal."
1:30:11
But I think they're wrong.
1:30:16
And I'm going down a road
I don't like.
1:30:20
I don't want to be that guy.
1:30:23
You know what I mean?
1:30:25
This is like an AA meeting.
1:30:27
I was talking about fear
the other day with someone...
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and it made me realize
that I can't remember...
1:30:37
the last time I've been afraid.
1:30:40
I mean, really afraid.
1:30:43
I've been playing it safe.
1:30:45
Everything I do is safe.
1:30:49
And marrying Karen...
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That's not scary at all.
1:30:59
She's beautiful, she's funny,
she's smart...