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Why?
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What's the first thing you
do when you get a cold?
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What?
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What is the first thing you
do when you get a cold?
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Chicken soup, aspirin, scotch.
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You ever just have the cold?
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l don't under...
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Taken nothing,
just have the cold.
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-No.
-No.
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And that's us, right?
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We drown it, kill it, numb it.
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Anything not to feel.
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You know, when l was
a doctor in London,
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no one ever said ''matanay.''
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They don't thank you
like they thank you here
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'cause here
they feel everything.
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Straight from God.
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There's no drugs,
there's no painkillers.
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lt's the weirdest,
purest thing-- suffering.
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And when you've seen that
kind of courage in a lit...
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...in a child...
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how could you ever want
to do anything
:47:59
but just take them in your arm?
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You remember that boy in London.
Jojo?
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Yes, of course.
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He was my first save,
ten years old.
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So thin he could barely stand.
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But he still found the strength
to bury the rest of his family.
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We have no idea what courage is.
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He used to write me
these little notes.
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He helped me in the clinic.
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He was good.
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He was sweet, he was good.
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He wanted to be like me,
l liked that.
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l mean, it was silly
and childish,
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but it made me feel good
about myself.
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So l took him with me to London,
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you know, my talisman,
my courageous Africa.
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How could l be so bloody stupid?
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How could l be
so totally selfish?