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my father looked at me
bleeding in a dress.
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He told me
l brought it upon myself.
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He said that if l did that
when he were in school,
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he'd have been one of those boys
kicking my ass, too.
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That's crazy.
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When it was happening,
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l just projected myself out of it,
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and in my head
l went somewhere else.
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Where?
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Here.
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Why would you wear a dress
to your prom, dude?
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You had to know
you were going to get creamed.
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- l don't get that.
- Of course you don't get that.
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That's because your life
is pretty damn close to perfect.
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Mine is like, one from column ''A,''
one from column ''shit.''
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Perfect.
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How about this?
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3, 4, 6, 1 ,
3, 4, 6, 4, 10,
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4, 1 4, 3, 1 7, 1 , 1 8,
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6, 24, 4, 28, 3, 31 , 4.
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- What's that?
- Have you ever heard of OCD?
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l count letters involuntarily.
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That was ''one from column 'A,'
one from column 'shit.'''
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l don't understand.
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lt's like,
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lf l don't take my pill,
then every time someone speaks,
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or if l have an idea,
or if somebody talks--anything--
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l break it down into words,
then into letters,
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and l add them up.
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3, 1 , 3, 4, 2.
''And l add them up.''
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l take those numbers,
and l add them up backwards.