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short of sodomy.
1:09:04
One of the boys was the son
of a close friend
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and I feared exposure
and loss of this friendship.
1:09:09
The boy might have
told his parents
1:09:11
but they said nothing
1:09:12
so I assumed that
he really had not told them. "
1:09:14
That's what? It's one sentence.
What does that mean?
1:09:16
Do you fucking know
what that sentence means?
1:09:18
I don't even fucking know
what that sentence means.
1:09:21
I "sexually aroused?"
1:09:22
What the fuck
is he talking about?
1:09:24
Maybe he put his arm
around the kid.
1:09:26
Maybe he took him
in a sailboat
1:09:28
and he found that
sexually arousing?
1:09:30
Maybe he was leaning
against a tree.
1:09:31
That's called
sexually arousing contact
1:09:33
if you're sexually aroused
while you lean against a tree.
1:09:36
I don't know what that means.
1:09:37
I don't know
what that sentence means.
1:09:39
When Arnold was first arrested,
he said
1:09:42
"I'm arrested because
of this magazine.
1:09:44
I sent one magazine
in the mail
1:09:47
and that's why I'm arrested,
and it's nothing.
1:09:50
It's just nothing.
1:09:51
It doesn't count,
it doesn't matter
1:09:53
it's nothing. "
1:09:54
And you know, you live
as husband and wife
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you share certain intimacies.
1:09:59
I said to him,
"Tell me the truth.
1:10:02
What happened?"
1:10:03
He says, "That's it.
That's the truth. "
1:10:04
So it came out that he had
in fact molested a young man.
1:10:11
And we were sitting
in the therapist's office
1:10:14
and he said,
"Oh, I just molested two boys. "
1:10:20
And I said, "Two? Two?"
1:10:23
I said, "I thought
you told me only one. "
1:10:27
"Well," you know, and he
1:10:32
"It didn't matter.
It's nothing," you know.
1:10:35
And then I went berserk.
1:10:37
And I felt betrayed.
1:10:40
Yeah, my father
had the magazines
1:10:42
and yes, my father admitted
that he was a pedophile
1:10:45
and had these fantasies
1:10:46
and yes, my father admitted
that he was no saint
1:10:49
and that there were times
that he slipped
1:10:52
but I was arrested, too
1:10:54
and I'm not a child molester.
1:10:57
And I don't think
it's appropriate
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for me to have to answer
for the sins of my father.