1:25:00
"Went" to jail?
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- I'm going to jail.
- Because we're watching it.
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We're gonna be watching this
after I'm already out of jail.
1:25:05
After 4, 41/2 years
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because the case gets reopened.
1:25:09
At this point in time,
my life is as good as over.
1:25:12
It is terminated at this point
only to resume at a later date.
1:25:18
This one'll go,
this one'll shatter.
1:25:21
The night before Jesse's plea
we stayed up all night.
1:25:24
Maybe I shot the videotape
1:25:25
so that I wouldn't
have to remember it myself.
1:25:29
It's a possibility
1:25:30
because I don't really remember
it outside of the tape.
1:25:35
Like when your parents take
pictures of you
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do you remember being there
1:25:38
or do you remember
just the photograph
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hanging on the wall?
1:25:44
Even if I'm facing the worst
scenario possible tomorrow
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and for every day
following it
1:25:55
I have to think tonight
that it's not gonna be that bad.
1:26:01
Goodness knows
1:26:03
I don't want to look
like my father.
1:26:06
Goodness knows,
I want to separate myself
1:26:08
from Arnold Friedman
as much as possible
1:26:11
and I'm not throwing
chairs tomorrow.
1:26:13
Good.
1:26:19
And if this trial
were postponed for 3 years
1:26:23
in 3 years, I would win.
1:26:26
But here today,
at this point
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trying to start a trial
in two weeks
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I would lose this trial.
1:26:31
We feel this way
1:26:32
and that is
what would happen.
1:26:51
So what are you thinking, Jess?
1:26:58
I'm not.
1:26:59
You're avoiding?