:05:16
He's leaving.
:05:19
Father, please stay for supper:
Father:
:05:21
Your first Mass,
and you crap yourself:
:05:24
I hoped we could talk.
:05:25
We scraped to send you
to the law,
:05:27
to elevate you
to a noble profession.
:05:29
I sweat in the mines for 20 years
:05:32
to give you the chance
I never had:
:05:34
Is that how you
interpret the commandment
:05:36
to honor your father and mother?
:05:38
- God brought me here.
- God?
:05:40
A shaft of lightning
burns your arse,
:05:43
and you call that God?
:05:44
The devil, more like:
:05:47
Father:
:05:49
Shut up: Shut up:
Leave me alone:
:05:51
Satan, stifle your lying tongue:
:05:53
I never claimed to be good:
Never:
:05:55
They know my faults here...
my pride, my cursed lust:
:05:57
I confess them all:
I confess them all:
:05:59
Just leave me:
Just leave me:
:06:01
Just leave me:
Please leave me:
:06:04
You're too hard on yourself,
Brother Martin.
:06:06
Arguing with the devil
never does any of us any good.
:06:10
He has had 5,000 years
of practice.
:06:12
He knows all the weak spots.
:06:15
I'm sorry about today.
:06:17
I'm not here to scold you, Martin.
:06:20
I'm too full of sin
to be a priest.
:06:32
You know, in two years
:06:34
I've never heard you confess
anything remotely interesting.
:06:39
I live in terror of judgment.
:06:41
And you think
self-hatred will save you?
:06:44
Have you ever dared to think
that God is not just?
:06:48
He has us born tainted by sin,
:06:51
then He's angry with us
all our lives for our faults,
:06:55
this righteous Judge...
:06:59
who damns us...