:55:00
So you didn't come last week.
:55:03
There didn't seem to be a lot of point.
:55:06
I have to give you a further scan
and a fuller biopsy.
:55:10
No, I'm sorry.
:55:12
I don't want any of those things, okay?
:55:14
I need to feel
like I've got some control.
:55:19
So I don't want any more tests
if they're not going to save me.
:55:22
I don't want to die here.
:55:24
I will not have the only thing my kids
remember about me be a hospital ward.
:55:27
So why are you here?
:55:33
It's this package.
:55:36
I want you to look after it for me.
:55:38
I don't know. What is it?
:55:39
I've recorded birthday messages
for both of my daughters,
:55:42
for every birthday
till they're eighteen.
:55:45
And you want me
to give these, don't you?
:55:49
Why don't you ask your husband?
:55:51
'Cause...
:55:54
'cause Don, you know, he'd lose them
:55:57
or maybe he'd give them to them next year,
and maybe the year after that,
:56:00
or maybe he'd give them to them
all at once.
:56:02
They wouldn't understand
a thing if he did that,
:56:05
so... please tell me
you'll do it, please.
:56:08
I'll only do it
if you promise to come here
:56:10
every week
and I have to give you medication.
:56:12
I would imagine that the nausea's
got worse, you're not eating.
:56:16
Dying's not as easy as it looks.
:56:18
But there's no need for you to have
to feel terrible all the time.
:56:23
It's just...
:56:26
It's just I'm kind of afraid
:56:27
I'm going to come in here one day
and I'm never gonna leave...
:56:31
and I've got to so much
I have to do before I die,
:56:34
I have so many things I have to do.
:56:36
I have to do them, or...
:56:38
It'll only be just some painkillers.
:56:40
I promise we won't do any more tests,
just something to ease the pain.
:56:44
And anyway...
:56:48
I brought you some candies.
:56:52
-So you'll look after it for me?
-Of course.
:56:55
Let's just say it's part
of your therapy.