:44:03
You are cold, Signora Mayes.
:44:05
Yeah.
:44:07
Thank you.
:44:18
Do you know the most surprising
thing about divorce?
:44:23
It doesn't actually kill you,
:44:26
like a bullet to the heart
or a head-on car wreck.
:44:30
It should.
:44:33
When someone you've promised to
cherish till death do you part
:44:38
says, "I never loved you,"
it should kill you instantly.
:44:44
You shouldn't have to wake up
day after day after that,
:44:47
trying to understand how
in the world you didn't know.
:44:51
The light just never went on,
you know.
:44:54
I must have have known,
of course,
:44:56
but I was too scared
to see the truth.
:45:01
Then fear just makes you
so stupid.
:45:04
No. It's not stupid,
Signora Mayes.
:45:08
L'amore รจ cieco.
:45:09
Oh, love is blind.
Yeah, we have that saying, too.
:45:13
Everybody has that saying
because it's true everywhere.
:45:19
I don't want to be blind
anymore.
:45:22
This house has three bedrooms.
:45:24
What if there's never anyone
to sleep in them?
:45:27
And the kitchen, what if there's
never anyone to cook for?
:45:32
I wake up in the night
thinking, "You idiot.
:45:34
I mean, you're the stupidest
woman in the world.
:45:37
You bought a house for a life
you don't even have."
:45:44
Why did you do it, then?
:45:51
Because I'm sick of being afraid
all the time
:45:53
and because I still want things.
:45:56
I want a wedding in this house,
:45:59
and I want a family
in this house.