:33:03
I guess it's less painful to put certain
things away than to live with it!
:33:06
- I'm sorry!
- It's like that...
:33:07
... that night was a sad
memory for you?
:33:09
No, I didn't mean that
night in particular...
:33:11
I just meant certain things
are better off forgotten.
:33:13
I remember that night better
than I do entire years.
:33:16
Me too.
:33:17
Really?
:33:18
Well, I thought I did...
:33:23
But, maybe I...
:33:24
Maybe I put it away
because of the fact that...
:33:27
My grandmother's funeral
was the day
:33:29
we were supposed to meet again.
:33:31
It was a tough day for me,
but must have been worse for you.
:33:33
It was unreal.
:33:35
I remember looking at a dead
body in the coffin.
:33:39
Her beautiful hands so warm, so sweet,
that used to hold me, that...
:33:43
Nothing in that coffin resembled
what I remembered of her.
:33:47
All the warmth was gone.
:33:49
Then I was crying...
:33:50
so confused if I was crying because
I was never gonna see her again,
:33:53
I'd never gonna see...
:33:55
... you again.
:33:57
I'm sorry.
:33:59
I'm sorry to go on like this,
:34:00
I've been a little down this week,
I don't know...
:34:01
- Why?
:34:02
I don't know, nothing bad, just...
:34:05
reading your book, maybe?
:34:07
No, but...
:34:08
thinking about how hopeful
I was that summer and fall,
:34:11
and since then it's
been kind of a...
:34:14
I don't know.
:34:15
Memory is a wonderful thing,
if you don't have to...
:34:18
deal with the past.
:34:22
Memory is a wonderful thing,
if you don't have to deal with the past.
:34:25
Can I put that on a bumper stick?
:34:26
No, you know what? If you wrote
a book about our life,
:34:28
that would be a good title!
:34:29
Yeah, it could be a
totally different book.
:34:31
Yeah, there'd be no sex nights.
:34:34
But you know what?
:34:35
What?
:34:36
Now that we've met again,
:34:37
we can change our memory
of that December 16th.
:34:40
It no longer has that sad ending
of us never seeing each other again.
:34:43
- Right?
- Right.
:34:44
I guess a memory is never finished.
:34:46
So long as you're alive...
:34:48
Yeah, I know.
:34:50
I have this memory from my childhood,
:34:52
that, I realized recently,
never happened!
:34:54
What?
:34:55
Well, when I was 8 or 9,
:34:57
my mom was so paranoid
when I was walking home,
:34:59
from my piano lesson at night,