:38:01
that me... you know,
my personality, whatever, that...
:38:04
I don't have any
permanent place here.
:38:06
You know, in Eternity,
or whatever, you know.
:38:08
And the more I think that,
I can't go through life
:38:10
saying that this is
no big deal, you know.
:38:12
I mean, this is it!
:38:14
This is actually happening.
:38:14
What do you... think is interesting,
what do you think is funny,
:38:17
what do you think is important?
:38:18
You know, every day is our last!
:38:21
When I feel that way, I...
:38:22
usually call my mom to tell her
how much I love her.
:38:25
Yeah
:38:26
And she's always:
"Are you ok?"
:38:28
"Do you have cancer?"
:38:29
"Are you going to commit suicide?"
:38:31
It's almost not worth it.
:38:35
So...
:38:36
So, what about us?
:38:37
What about us?
:38:39
No, what I mean is, if we were
both going to die, tonight...
:38:42
What, like if the Apocalypse was coming?
:38:44
No, no, that's too dramatic.
:38:45
But, what if...
:38:46
you know, just the two of us
were going to die.
:38:48
I mean, would we talk about
your book, the environment or...
:38:53
If today was our last day?
:38:54
Yeah, what would we talk about,
what would you tell me, for example?
:38:56
Well...
:38:57
- That's hard.
- No, I'll do it, I'll do it.
:38:59
I definitely...
:39:00
would stop talking about my book.
:39:02
I have to admit I would probably
drop the environment.
:39:05
But, I would still...
:39:06
want to talk about,
:39:07
you know, magic and the Universe.
:39:09
I'd just wanna do it from a...
:39:11
What?
:39:12
... a hotel room.
:39:14
You know, in between
sessions of us...
:39:16
... wildly... fucking,
until we die.
:39:18
Wow!
:39:19
Well, why waste time with an hotel room?
:39:21
Why not do it right there...
on the bench?
:39:25
- No...
- Come here, come here...
:39:28
Ok
:39:29
We're not gonna die tonight.
:39:30
- Ok?
- All right, too bad...
:39:32
I'm sorry.
:39:33
That was an extreme example.
:39:35
- I'm sorry.
- Ok.
:39:37
What I... My point was, you know,
:39:39
to truly communicate with
people is very hard to do
:39:42
I know, I mean most of our...
most of our day to day exchanges
:39:45
Yeah, I know, I mean...
:39:46
not to bring everything back to sex
:39:49
But, why not?
:39:49
No, no, this example,
:39:50
this friend of mine, she...
:39:51
she was talking about she
and her boyfriend, problems at bed...
:39:55
Right...
:39:56
... and how when,
they had been dating for a year,
:39:58
she started telling him what
he could do to please her more.