Envy
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1:25:02
l felt guilty or something.
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And l was just so wrapped up in the envy
that l felt for everything you had.

1:25:10
lt's true what they say.
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lt's like a little green monster that
comes out and it just poisoned my head.

1:25:16
And, by the way, you did nothing wrong.
1:25:18
You followed your dream.
You did what you wanted to do.

1:25:21
l was always saying, ''Don't do it.''
You did it and it worked.

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Look, you built a house, right?
That's all you did. You built a house.

1:25:28
l mean, it's a big house.
l mean, it's a really big house.

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lt's a large house.
lt's a... l mean, it's...

1:25:36
lt's gigantic, Nick.
lt's the White House.

1:25:40
You built the White House here,
and we're in the shadow of it.

1:25:43
Literally, every day at 4:00,
we're in its shadow.

1:25:45
That's not your fault.
You wanted to be friends still,

1:25:48
you didn't want to move
and l love that.

1:25:50
lt was coming from such a good place,
but it was...

1:25:52
lt really got to me because every day
l'd have to look at you,

1:25:55
and see you with all of this stuff.
1:25:57
You know, buy the yellow Lamborghini
that goes 500 miles an hour.

1:26:01
Have a bowling alley next to your room.
lf l could do it, l would.

1:26:04
Everybody should have a merry-go-round.
Of course you should.

1:26:07
Jealousy, every day.
And it was just chewing me up.

1:26:10
Your kid's playing the concert piano,
my kid's banging trash cans.

1:26:14
And that has nothing to do with money.
1:26:16
That's just his musical ability.
That's a whole other thing.

1:26:19
You just gave to us. You gave
and you gave and you're so generous.

1:26:22
And what am l going to give you?
1:26:24
l gave you tube socks for Christmas
last year. That's not going to work.

1:26:28
- l like the socks.
- You gave us so much.

1:26:30
The coffee machine. lt's a beautiful,
giant rocketship-sized coffee machine.

1:26:34
Debbie loved the coffee. l'll tell you
something, l never tasted it.

1:26:37
l wanted to tell you that.
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l can't even tell you
l haven't tried the coffee.

1:26:42
Like l'll feel better
if l don't drink your coffee.

1:26:44
And you gave our kids flan.
All of a sudden my son's going,

1:26:47
''Daddy, where's the flan?''
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lt felt like a dagger in my heart
every time he'd request flan.

1:26:52
lt made me feel little.
1:26:54
l felt like a little man
who didn't like flan.

1:26:57
The horse was great, Nick.
Of course you should have a horse.


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