1:08:01
I-- I-- I don't know.
Do it one more time.
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It's like I'm a rock
or a dish of mold.
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I'm whatever else is around.
So I'm free to just exist.
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This is the answer.
We just have to be this all day, every day.
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- That's the answer.
- Yes.
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- Do it again. Do it again.
- Now.
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Careful, my young students...
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you cannot stay
in this state all day.
1:08:34
- Why not?
- Yeah, why not?
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It is inevitable that you are
drawn back into human drama.
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Desire, suffering-- everything that exists
in this imperfect world.
1:08:41
- Shit.
- So we get drawn back into human drama...
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and how important
we think that is.
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Then we do crazy stuff.
We have to go back to the ball...
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so we can get the freedom
of being like a-- like a dish of mold.
1:08:54
Yes. And then back
to the drama, the suffering.
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- It's kind of a crappy deal.
- C'est exactement ca.
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An absurd theatrical
we must play out, back and forth...
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from pure being
to human suffering.
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But isn't the drama and suffering less
if we do the ball thing every day?
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Don't call it ''the ball thing.''
Call it ''pure being.''
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Doesn't the pure being, ball thing
make the day-to-day suffering easier?
1:09:15
- Yeah.
- No, it doesn't.
1:09:17
You're wrong. We're gonna
do this every day.
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- We'll show you. It'll make it easier.
- I'll prove it to you.
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Human drama
is inevitable.
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Suffering cannot be diminished.
You cannot escape, Tommy.
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You'll see.
Existence is a cruel joke...
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that entices in a form
of desire.
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- Absurd theater of desire.
- I know, buddy, it hurts. It's painful.
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- Wait here.
- Where you goin'?
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To meditate
on desire and suffering.
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- Can I come?
- No.
1:09:47
Okay.
1:09:49
I'll see you in a little bit.
We'll do more, um, pure being? Pain--
1:09:52
I hope so.
1:09:58
Don't fucking leave me.