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This whole gig has
brought all of this on, hasn't it?
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- Yes, it has. It's made me feel like...
- You really wanna come clean.
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It made me feel like such a loser.
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l mean, I can't hold
my band together, you know?
:58:15
l start records, I don't finish them.
l fucking...
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Jason is the future.
Metallica's the past.
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l've never had a break like this,
in 20 years. Do you know what I mean?
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And just what's been kind of getting me
is just not knowing.
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Do you know what I mean?
Not knowing, and not hearing,
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that's just like...
It just eats away at you.
:58:51
Kirk talked to him.
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- I talked to James today.
- Oh, cool.
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What did he say?
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He basically said that, you know,
his family's the priority right now,
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and he needs time
to work on his family
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before he can reach out
to his other family, being us.
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And that he loves us, and he just needs
for us to understand that he needs time.
:59:25
And he also went on about
:59:29
how difficuIt it was talking to you
about it, because he feIt pressured.
:59:35
And, you know, he spoke about
how you always need to be
:59:39
in control of the situation,
or in control of the schedule, or whatever.
:59:45
And he said that this is a time
:59:48
he needs complete control
of the situation.
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And he said, you know,
all the Marc Reiters, and the Bob Rocks,
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all that stuff, you know, just has...
"l can't think of that right now."