1:18:01
l feIt like it was an agreement.
We're gonna work from 12 to 4.
1:18:06
And then we would not work.
1:18:11
Well, if Lars and I listen to something,
or go through the Presidio stuff,
1:18:17
it's not because we wanna
do something behind your back.
1:18:21
- It's for you.
- Right.
1:18:24
And basically, what I heard is,
"No, I can't do that."
1:18:28
- What the fuck is that?
- I don't know, my mind, it gets lopsided.
1:18:31
The more it goes in a different direction,
the harder it is.
1:18:36
- The harder it is to get that back.
- What is it you have to get back?
1:18:42
Some control. Some sense of...
1:18:47
involvement in the band.
1:18:52
When I was running this morning,
thinking about seeing you today,
1:18:56
the word "fuck" just comes up so much.
1:19:00
Seriously. It's really true.
1:19:03
- ls that in anger?
- No, just "Fuck! Fuck."
1:19:12
l just think
you're so fucking self-absorbed.
1:19:16
And what makes it worse is
that you always talk about...
1:19:24
you always talk about me, you use the
word "control" and "manipulation" a lot.
1:19:29
l think you control on purpose,
and I think you control inadvertently.
1:19:35
l think you control
by the rules you always set.
1:19:38
l think you control
by how you always judge people.
1:19:42
l think you control by your absence.
1:19:46
l think you control all this
even when you're not here.
1:19:55
l don't understand who you are.
l don't understand the program.
1:19:59
l don't understand all the stuff, OK?