:50:03
I was sitting
right next to him.
:50:05
And he died and I didn't.
You know?
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And I don't know why.
:50:12
But I miss him.
:50:15
The second I start to feel
like I'm enjoying myself,
:50:18
this voice comes
inside my head and..
:50:21
it's like,"How can you be having
a good time when Paul is dead?"
:50:26
You can't blame
yourself like that.
:50:31
You don't understand
:50:33
It was my fault
:50:35
I got him to sneak out.
:50:38
I shouldn't
have risked it.
:50:40
Look, T erri.
Some idiot ran a red light.
:50:44
It was bad luck.
:50:46
Messed up timing.
:50:49
That's all.
:50:52
You weren't there.
:50:55
Look, I can't imagine
what you're going through.
:51:00
But I do know from experience
backing down can become a way of life
:51:05
Don't leave.
:51:07
Screw the pressure. Screw the scholarship.
I mean, do your own thing
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