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Jocie Jordan.
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Senator Jordan's daughter.
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That's pretty funny, isn't it?
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Thomas Jordan's daughter
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and Johnny Iselin's stepson.
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That's her.
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Jocie.
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- She's lovely.
- I always keep her picture.
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Years later, I realised, Ben, that...
I'm not very loveable.
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No, no. Don't contradict me.
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I am not loveable.
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Some people are loveable
and other people are not loveable.
1:02:53
I am not loveable.
1:02:58
Oh, but I was very loveable with Jocie.
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Ben, you cannot believe
how loveable I was.
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In a way.
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Then, of course, my mother fixed all that.
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Ben, you don't blame me
for hating my mother, do you?
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L-I'm not making excuses.
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But I have been even less loveable...
than I was... since.
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It was the summer,
just before I went into the army,
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and I was bitten by this snake.
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- Are you following me?
- I am.
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Well... while I was lying there,
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absolutely helpless, afraid to move...
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Because you're not supposed to move -
it makes the poison circulate.
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When, unexpectedly,