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and sort of find myself sitting there,
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I didn't know where I was.
1:31:07
It was pitch black and snowing, and
I'd think I was back on the glacier,
1:31:11
or I'd think I was in a public car
park, and had been beaten up again,
1:31:14
and then I'd just drift off again.
1:31:29
I remember smelling something.
1:31:33
It was a really strong smell.
1:31:36
And it acted like a smelling salt,
to cut through all this delerium.
1:31:44
And I remember being really confused,
I couldn't understand what it meant.
1:31:47
It took me ages to to try
and work out what it meant.
1:31:50
I thought it was me.
1:31:53
And very slowly, I worked
it out, and I thought,
1:31:55
"I've crawled through the
latrine area of our camp site".
1:32:02
And I realized then, that
I was close to the tents.
1:32:15
As I was shouting it, I thought, "This
is it, this is as far as this game goes".
1:32:24
I'm not capable of going any further.
1:32:33
I made the mistake of having a little
bit of hope, that they'd still be there.
1:32:39
And when I shouted,
and they weren't there,
1:32:42
I sort of knew I was dead then.
1:32:59
That moment, when no
one answered the call,