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Things are so difficult at times.
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I know that I lose control.
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I wonder if something
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is going on
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between her and Jæger.
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What shall I do then?
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At any rate, I believe
that the idea must be
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that one lives according to
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one's particular possibilities,
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that one has a duty
to develop these possibilities,
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that one has a duty to... well...
to expand oneself,
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to acquire more knowledge,
a greater breadth.
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I think that leads to greater freedom
in the long run.