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No.
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I denied it in the trial, of course.
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But the fact is, I...
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I couldn't think of what else to do.
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I thought about killing myself.
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Why I didn't, I can't say.
It would have been much more rational.
:54:23
I thought about killing his girlfriend.
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Maryanne was her name.
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Maryanne Lane.
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And it was...
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It was so easy buying a gun.
:54:42
I just drove out of state
and I walked into a store and I bought one.
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There were no questions asked.
:54:49
I bought a box of bullets and I loaded it
like I'd been handling one my whole life.
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It was all very premeditated,
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despite what my attorneys
would have everyone believe.
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And then I
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drove back to where he worked.
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It was next to a Christian Science
reading room. I remember that.
:55:17
And I just waited out the front
for him to come out.
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And even that wasn't very difficult.
:55:25
There was a slight drizzle, I remember that,
but the wait wasn't interminable.
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And then
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when he came out and walked to his car,
I simply confronted him.
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And he said some
very cold and cruel things to me,
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and I shot Mr San Giuliano
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as I had planned to.
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As I had planned.