:56:01
Well, they must have felt the circumstances
were extenuating if you got off so lightly.
:56:07
It may seem lightly to you,
:56:10
but it was nothing but hell.
:56:12
And if you've never been arrested and put
on trial, well, that alone is sentence enough.
:56:17
The horror, the...
:56:20
the tension, the police, the journalists...
I went over my story hundreds of times -
:56:26
the jilted mother, seduced away
from her family, sick on drugs,
:56:30
the struggle for the gun, the gun goes off.
:56:37
But there was no struggle.
:56:41
That was legal fiction.
:56:44
Well, you had good lawyers.
:56:47
Not like your child custody team.
:56:53
I remember just lying
in my cell at night and thinking,
:56:59
"My God. "
:57:03
"You are Melinda Nash from Park Avenue. "
:57:08
"What the hell are you doing
in a women's prison in Illinois?"
:57:15
So, naturally, after I got out
I decided to end it all.
:57:25
What do you want?
:57:32
I want to want to live.
:57:38
Everybody wants to live.
:57:47
Now that I met you,
I'm feeling a little more positive about it.
:57:52
Congratulate me. I just got canned.
:57:56
My version differs from theirs. They would
have you believe I couldn't hold my liquor,